Sunday, December 19, 2004

not yet

thanks for the concern guys

just still a bit blocked (creatively rather than physically although with the freezing weather of jerusalem i'm sure a cold is just round the corner)

maybe its the fact that i've performed 4 times in a month which is normally my yearly average. my body cant really handle it.

i am (alas) talking comedy. i have another two dates coming up in 2 weeks time (again comedy) and i'm beginning to think about my proposed open mic tour of new york for this summer.

i'm getting into the big fish in small pond or small fish in f&^%ing huge lake dilemma in my head. huge fear of failure or worse mediocrity makes doing nothing a real option.

and then theres the new job which while showing lots of wonderfully positive signs still actually needs some attention and effort.

so i feel a little bit guilt ridden re: lack of blogging. not sure why -- this blog thing is a voluntary thing after all. would probably like to just write introspective self obsessive stuff but feel need to be funny.

well i've obviously conquered that issue

ttfn

LG